The heart of questions

 

I know there will come a time that you have a bunch of questions and I’m always  here to answer them. 

I know you’re wondering when I was able to why I didn’t visit or have you come stay with me and call I know you may not understand now but InshAllah you will. 

I had lost my job at the time I didn’t have any money to be able to take you guys out let alone buy food for you all Or for myself I felt ashamed and it hurt to call and not be able to tell you when I’d be able to see you guys again and why . 

When i learned you’d move to Jeddah I know you’re in the same country but I couldn’t see you guys the way I used to and it broke my heart not being able to come by when I was finished with work to see you all or to bring you to spend the night. 

I know many times Sultan  you’ve asked why I used to smoke yes I know it was wrong and I know it’s haram and harmful but sometimes people make wrong choices it doesn’t  make them a bad person there’s a lot of good people in this world who just make the wrong choices but it doesn’t take away that they’re good people still. 

I miss you guys and inshallah when where back together again my mind and heart is open to all your questions when you want to talk about it. 

I love you guys more than anything may Allah always keep you safe.